Tila Tequila don’t know what she wants to do, one minute its suicide next its it was just a cry for help [like I said yesterday HOTMESS] :
“I just wanted to take a moment to address all of my fans and the people I care about regarding my recent public suicidal meltdown online,” she wrote. “I don’t usually issue statements to address rumors, but since suicide is a very serious subject, I felt that it is my responsibility to come clean and speak out about it, as emotional and personal as it is.
“I am a bit embarrassed and ashamed that the whole world witnessed my very public meltdown about being suicidal, but at the same time, I know that I shouldn’t be,” she continued. “Had I not spoken out for help, my loved ones would not have seen my cry for help, and I probably wouldn’t be alive today. Had I not done what I did that night, I most definitely would have made the biggest mistake of my life, that I can never undo.”