Even Though You Hurt Me I Still Grew

After all these years

After all these tears

After all the searching, whether it be soul, self, or relationship

I have grew, and learned something for future relationships and lifelong searches

Everyone has to go through some kind of pain before they can find that ONE true love

If they don’t they will never know what’s good or bad

I have learned that pain is a part of personal growth, and without the growth you will always make the same mistakes

I once said “life is a long journey where you always fall before you get back up; where a mistake is the best way to learn” and I still believe that to this day

Through my mistakes I have learned that someone’s word is just that, their word and nothing more

It’s the actions that really count

Anyone can say “baby I love you” but you never know until its too late what their hidden agenda really is

Everyone has a hidden agenda whether it be good or bad but its our job to leave our naive actions behind and find out whether their agenda will help us or hinder us in the future

I have learned that sex is just sex, but its who you do it with and why you choose to let the person into your secrete temple that matters

I have learned to find the good in every situation and not to think “why did he leave me” but to learn from that relationship and think of it as a lifelong lesson

If your meant to be then they will come back but by then it may be too late and because of the lessons that you last relationship has left you with you may have found your true love by then

I learned that when you are broken from a relationship not to go searching for a new one but to work on some personal growth

If you cant be alone there’s no need to get with someone else because that means you don’t know yourself worth and its time to do some reflecting and find it

Even though each guy I have dated has hurt me in one way or another I have grown from each situation and it has made me into who I am today

Wiser

Smarter

More soulful

Self loving

And ready to forgive

One should never hate someone who has wronged them because they are doing perfectly fine while your not sleeping well at night

But one should forgive them and learn from these situations

And that’s just what I have done

I have forgiven everyone who has wronged me and I’m learning from every situation

Personal growth is a beautiful and soulful

Personally I’m happy I finally found it

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