After all the searching, whether it be soul, self, or relationship
I have grew, and learned something for future relationships and lifelong searches
Everyone has to go through some kind of pain before they can find that ONE true love
If they don’t they will never know what’s good or bad
I have learned that pain is a part of personal growth, and without the growth you will always make the same mistakes
I once said “life is a long journey where you always fall before you get back up; where a mistake is the best way to learn” and I still believe that to this day
Through my mistakes I have learned that someone’s word is just that, their word and nothing more
Check out Jay-Z’s acceptance speech for best male hip hop arits of the year.
Now in real time while i was at the club last night with the rest of Seattle and Jay-Z was accepting his award and Chris Brown had Twitter at his throat once again but this time it had to do with Jay-Z. It turns out that Chris Brown tweeted “Cornball” around the same damn time that Jay-Z was giving his acceptance speech, hmm how ironic. He quickly deleted it and told everyone they was making a big deal out of nothing “GROW UP… LOL.. AM I IN HIGHSCHOOL? i said cornball to what was going on in my CRIB WIT DA HOMIES. they was freestyling.. it sucked.chill”
Poor Chris he just cant just cant do a damn thing without everyone jumping down his throat, people let the boy tweet sheesh.
Yesturday I told you all about the rumor about American Idle winner Fantasia Barrino dating a married man by the name of Antwaun Cook, if you didnt catch it you can read it here. Fantasia has recently sat down with Honey Mag and addressed the subject:
“Yes, [the rumors] were all really cute to me. I guess it was something about a guy from T-Mobile? Inaccurate. He was hot, but I think I’m looking for my own man. There’s no boo in my life, I’m married to my career. Right now I’m not really focused on a boyfriend; we all know what happens when you get them… I have no tattoo on my shoulder, [the rumor] was very well put together! I wear my body out more purposefully now and when I’m walking I see people checking, “Like does she have a tattoo there?” As a matter of fact, I’ve never even [met him] before. I think I’d want to be with a guy who’s in the same tax bracket as I am … or higher!”
::scratches head:: ::raises hand:: excuses me Ms. Barrino WHERE THE HELL DID THAT PHAT ASS TATT COME FROM???? SMH celebs if your going to lie and say that your not messing with a guy at LEAST dont have his damn last name tatted on you, or be dumb enough to let him sit right behind you at the damn Soul Train awards. SMH how dumb do she think we are??? I’m going to need her to lie a weeeee bit better then that.
Now evey one knows that if you dont have cable i always got ya back. So Rihanna hit the AMA stage and let it be known that this is JUST the beginning her for. If people thought that that the end of 2009 was her year i think they have another thing coming for 2010
Ms Jackson if you nasty opened up the AMAs and did a lovely job i must say. Now i know that some people may get mad at me for this but i KNOW i’m not the only one that noticed that Janet’s dancing wasnt as smooth and as clean as it was before. Never the less i still love her.
If you didnt know before you know now Rihanna is that Bish. I’m not even going to TRY and hate the girl it HOT. Theres clearly a reason why Chris Brown is forever doing random ass tweets about her hell if i was him i would be too LOL.